There is nothing left. Burnout, an empty vessel, like empty churches. We have become what was worst within us. Casting out God, we kill ourselves. Murdering children, we crucify Christ. The whips tearing His body apart are like pincers tearing the unborn. How far have we come? What have we become? We are not human, we are not animals — we have become beasts.
I reach out my hand to another being — hatred, mockery… It all hurts so much. I don't know if that's how you really feel. But if it is... GOD is all that matters. What He thinks of us. If we are good Christians, who cares what others think about us. It's GOD we must worry about. Pray for those who "try" to be hurtful and turn people against us. Lie and hate us. Name calling and ignoring our out reached hand in friendship. Who cares? They only hurt themselves. I get torn (but not so much now) asking GOD to take me from this evil world with so much evil and hateful people in it. Then I realize that GOD is not done with me. Or He would have taken me already. So I accept it and I am ok staying in this wicked evil world filled with all sorts of evil and bad people. I pray for those who come after me. Those who reject me and my out stretched hand. I don't pray enough for them. But I do when I can. GOD is all that matters. When we are hurt by others, that is a sign of pride. We think we are worthy of something we actually aren't. Offer it up to GOD. And let GOD deal with them. I had a life time of bad people in my life. GOD puts them in our life to learn and draw us nearer to Him. Accept it and try to embrace it and Thank Him for it.
This picture reminds me of a dream in which the Lord showed me the church, how it was and how it would become. It's similar, but what I saw it far more horrifying. Especially because I saw how the devil was creating his own church INSIDE THE CATHOLIC CHURCH and many lay people fell into his lies as they could not discern the false church. Many faithful catholics were deceived by the works of the devil as described in the bible by our Lord and the apostles. A veil of a thick spiritual darkness blinded their souls, those who were in grace starting falling one by one bringing their entire family to worship the devil. Many people today worship the devil and they do not know how because sin has become a norm and comes in many ways. Right now what we see under Trump's administration and the way "Catholics' take sides and divide themselves more and more is one example that the light of God is no longer in them as they have changed the truth and light of the Lord for their own believes and thus have become enslaved to the devil. Our Lord made it simple for me so I will not lose him in times of deepest darkness when the handle of the clock is about to strike midnight in this spiritual warfare. He said to me that I only had two options, no more. Love or Hate, and that during these difficult times I would have to choose, that it will be the light of my lamp during the darkness, as the oil of the lamp is charity which is a supernatural love that he can only grant to people, because it does not matter how much we try to love and love, such grace only comes directly from God, we can not grow in love just because we practice it, God must grant it as it is a God given virtue. So our Lord told me that so I would never lose sight of him. I have to admit that it's been a great challenge for me to love because all the injustice happening in the U.S. and all the hell it's released not only in the U.S but in the entire world makes it hard for me to even pray for those who abuse their power and lie and for those who call themselves christians or "catholics" and are giving this administration it's full support spreading their lies, the lies given to all U.S. citizens. People have lost the North, if you point with your finger were north is, it's easy, pointing up, pointing towards heaven, people are going south and some faithful are going east and west not knowing what's right or wrong, or not doing anything at all. That's why in the book of revelation the Lord through St. John said that the just will die with the sinners because of this. because of the sin of omission. Many faithful will go to hell because of the sin of omission as they will be taken accountable of the same sins of those who are committing them. Not talking about the government, but any sin, especially abortion, euthanasia, impiety committed inside the churches, sacrileges committed inside the churches, etc. I was shown so many things many years ago, and things that have happen, are happening and other that are coming. I can only helps those around me starting with my parents, siblings, friends and people I come across. But so many souls will be lost. Even in this channel I can see the hatred of people calling me demoncrat, using the "F" word just because I expose the lies and injustice of the government because as I said. many in the millions will be condemned, they've lost the North. Love or Hate, said the Lord, I put before you fire and water, put your hand where you want. God bless.